Wow Time Flies...

Wow it is already Thursday. I have been absent from my blog for an entire week. Alas I am back same person as I was before. Not much going on. Had a wonderful weekend this past weekend. The weather was just absolutely beautiful out. It really is amazing how your attitude changes when the weather is nice out. A and I did so much this weekend. We ended up biking 95 miles in total. We did a nice long ride of 40 miles on Saturday. It was longest ride I have ever done and probably could of done many more miles. It really is amazes me how much I have changed physically over the past year. Just to give you some comparison last year at this time. I would be a struggle for me to do 12 miles total, so I have pretty much tripled my output. Also during the weekend, we got in a movie Blades of Glory. A had free passes so we decided to go. It was definitely a classic Will Ferrell movie, not as great Talladega Nights or Anchor Man but definitely one that can go in the DVD collection. Then we ended up going downtown to have a few drinks with some of A's friends it was nice. We got a pitcher of Sangria for $30 and I ended up drinking most of that, with that and parking for $8 it was a lil pricey night. It is so expensive to go out downtown, and to think I want to move there. Then we rounded out our weekend with a NBA playoff game. Our team won so that just put an exclamation point at the end of our great weekend. One other exciting note from the weekend is I finally said that dirty four letter L word to HER. I have actually been holding it back a while and wanted to say it for a while but never found the right 'moment' to say it, It never felt right and its not something you can say in IM or a text message. Though through the magic of TV a show shed some light on why you should not hold back saying the L word. Just to sum up what I learn is if you feel something for somebody you should not hold it back just because you are scared because you never know when you may never get the chance to say it. Our lives are so fragile on this earth that you need to say what you feel because you never know when your time here will end. And though actually I did say it one night in bed as we were falling asleep.. I said something along the lines of 'love you, goodnight' but got no response from her so a) she didnt feel right saying it back or b) didn't hear me. Saying I love you and not having somebody respond to it may be worse than going in for a kiss and not being kissed back. Also its not like something you can say "Hey did you hear me?" so its one of those things that I had to get over and honestly it was not much for me to get over but at least I said it , but finally before passing out from a drunken stupor on Saturday night she finally said it and I gladly responded. It seems we are still very hesitant to use it with each other and I am not sure why but I think it carries more meaning when we say it to each other now instead of ending every conversation, text, or IM with i love you, which is nice. Lesson from this story: If you love somebody tell them even if it scares you!

This week has flown by so fast, we went to another NBA playoff game on Wednesday and had a great time. We spent about 4 hours before the game drinking and a local watering hole where we were joined by two of her friends, so we had a great time sitting drinking and talking. We continued drinking at the game, it really is amazing how much they will rake you over the coals for drinks at any kind of event. $6 bucks for a beer. I can get a whole friggin 6 pack for that. So alas only had a couple drinks at the game and that was enough to keep my buzz going.

Wow I have so much to talk about and it feels like I do not want to ramble on and on about non sense but here are some highlights.

I think I finally got my car sold, well my parents got my car sold for me. Which is good because I had a payment due in May and I dont know where I was going to get money to pay for that, so hopefully all goes well and I will depart from 'my baby' soon payment book included. Its amazing how time passes. I have been separated from my ex for close to 7 months and still trying to get things straight in my life. Now if I could get somebody to buy my house I would be golden. Lesson in this one kids: Don't get married until you are 30, unless you have a good reason like a green card is involved or you have a terminal illness.

I hate owning a house. home ownership is great, you can do what you want and you only have yourself to answer to, but when stuff breaks then YOU have to pay and fix it. Right now I have water heater that is leaking and a lawn mower that goes about 10 feet before it shuts off. I guess if I look on the bright side of things I still have hot water, and I am getting a work out from pull starting that thing every 2 minutes. Lesson: Only by a house if you are a handy man, know a handy many or one of your parents who still like you are handy people.

Now I dont claim to be a fan of American Idol, but A loves to watch it and it is on Tuesday night when TV is horrendous anyways since no other show has the balls to go up against it, so I am coheres into watching it. But I really think they are getting too big for themselves when they start doing this Idol gives back non-sense, do they think they are going to be a new kind of religion or something, and then they have the nerve to say since this was a charity show we can't vote anybody off. Even though two will be voted off next week I think LaKisha and her gap should of been gone long ago. Lesson: Everybody has 2 cents to put in about American Idol.

Ok exhale...

After writing this it sounds more like rants than highlights, so I apologize for anybody having to read this.

I promise more sooner than later.