On the edge of greatness?

Probably not the edge of greatness, but it sounds good in theory right? So here we are my first blog entry of my first ever blog. Well let me take that back I suppose I did make an entry or two on my MySpace account but those don't count and I would like to take a mulligan for those entries. So here we are a vast space of nothingness, but hopefully soon it will be full of something. What is that something going to be? Who knows really. I decided to start this as some therapy. A blog of total anonymity. A blog about one mans life the whole life no secrets, no lies, no hiding. Everybody has secrets some big, some small and I am willing to put it all out there for anybody to read. Putting it all out there with no fear of judgment or reprisal. I have decided to write this blog as if you got in your car and had no idea where you were going you just decided to make a left here and a right there and we will see where we end up. Will I end up with something meaningful and life altering? Maybe? Will I end up with a cluster fuck? More than likely.
Just take one moment and think for a minute does anybody know you fully? Does anybody know what makes you so well that they know makes you tick? Well if you do good for you. I know for a fact that nobody in my life knows me fully. My family knows part about me, my friends know parts about me, my ex knows parts about me and even current girlfriend knows parts about me but nobody knows the whole story. I am going to steal a quote from Shrek but sometimes I feel my life is like an onion and you have to get through the layers to get to know me, and sometimes I can make you cry. There is only one person that I know that has even tried getting through a lot of these layers to get to know me, and she is the only person that knows about the existence of this blog. (Who doesn't like getting props in another blog?)
With all of that being said, everything stated here is fact only the names have been changed to make it more fun?
I am sure I will reveal more in my upcoming entries, but we can start with some very general basics. I am a male and yes I will post male things good or bad and if you don't like that then you don't have to read it. I at no point in this blog will claim I am a Saint. I am just a person and have faults like everybody else. I am just writing them down now and maybe seeing it in black and white will help me change to be a different (better?) person. I am between the ages of 25-50 and I am sure if you read long enough you will be able to narrow down my age if you are perceptive enough. I am NOT an English major NOR do I play one on TV, so if you are bothered by my using of affect and effect or set and sit or lay and lie, then I apologize right now. Though I am pretty sure I know what a lie is. I live in the United States of America where the last time I checked free speech was still an amendment, but I will not digress into the Imus situation at this point. Yeah I think that is all you need to know about me at this point. Well the nothingness is nothingness no more. Maybe I shall post more today, but I wanted to introduce myself to the blogging world. so HERE I AM world. Take me as I am.